I don't care that I don't care... Cause it's my life..

Long long ago you were a person who who used to always fix things up, patched friendships,bothered to stay in touch, did everything for everyone, even went out of the way to please people and did things for them when they didn't even deserve... But how long are you going to be able to do this, there comes a point when you have to just let go. And BAM!!!  you just have stopped caring all of a sudden...

You have people leaving you, people judging you and telling you that you've changed, that you don't bother anymore.

I don't care what people think of me. I don't care what others expect of me. I don't care that people are going away..  I don't care that I am not bothered anymore. I don't care that I have changed.. I DON'T CARE THAT I DON'T CARE... And so shouldn't you..  "You cannot take care of everyone" someone had told me this a long time ago which I never took seriously but yes it does make sense now...

Maybe a part of you would've even died with this non caring attitude with you changing.  But it's good that it died cause the new you wouldn't be born without the old you being dead...  Consider yourself as a phoenix who rises back from the ashes.. It's a slate wiped clean for you..Maybe this is your "Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind"

You may ask me why do we need it in the first place. Well you'll need it because you need to let go off the past, to let go off the things, to let go off the people to connect with the people and all the good things waiting for you in the future.

You needn't have to defend yourself.. You neednot explain yourself, your ideas, your thoughts. You don't have to be bothered anymore to make everyone else happy...

Trust me nothing is worth it if it's going to make your sad in the end. You can't please everyone and you can't have everything..  So just let go.. People who understand or people who really "CARE" will be with you and people who leave aren't even worth your effort and time.. So just let go. Be happy, do things that make you happy.. You wanted to do something, do it.. Stop seeking peoples' approval.. Be crazy.. Do silly things.. Laugh like you've lost your mind.. Do what you really WANT and not what others want you to, because you don't have to CARE anymore,because it's your life..  Live it, love it and enjoy it..

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