A page from my life

When someone matters to you - you end up giving multiple second chances to them. Despite having two pathetic break ups i have still not been able to stop giving multiple second chances to the guy i love. It hurts when all the guys you fall in love with disappoint you in ways that you can't imagine. Every fucking time, this happens There are guys who take you for granted, there are guys who lie to you on your face and there are guys who treat you like shit. What you need to understand is that, you are not supposed to let someone control your happiness no matter how much you love them. When you love someone, you are your own self, you barr your soul in front of them without even an afterthought that they might fuck you over. And you deserve this, if you let someone fuck you over again and again and again. You deserve this... You deserve this for all the sacrifices that you did. You deserve this for putting their happiness in front of yours. You deserve this for imagining a future...

1. Don't ever dedicate a song to your boyfriend/girlfriend or crush... Fuckers ruin that song for u forever😑 2. Don't ever introduce them to your family or close cousins ... You can't tell your mom that you just lost touch with that person.. Mom's will pester you into calling them home 3. Rule 3: don't ever take those f*****s to your favourite spots... Sorry but post breakup those aren't going to be your favourite anymore 4. Rule 4: Don't spend your special days like birthdays, new year and Christmas eves with them... Unless you want to spend all your precious holidays sulking about a dimwit who didn't deserve you Sorry lil one, even Santa can't make u happy if u do that 5. Rule 5: Never ignore your best friends or the close knit group of idiots you have when you start dating.. Because these precious idiots are gonna come and pick u up when the a*****e drops you down.. they're gonna clean your puke.. make you laugh and make yo...