Multiple second chances

When someone matters to you - you end up giving multiple second chances to them.
Despite having two pathetic break ups i have still not been able to stop giving multiple second chances to the guy i love.
It hurts when all the guys you fall in love with disappoint you in ways that you can't imagine. Every fucking time, this happens

There are guys who take you for granted, there are guys who lie to you on your face and there are guys who treat you like shit. What you need to understand is that, you are not supposed to let someone control your happiness no matter how much you love them. When you love someone, you are your own self, you barr your soul in front of them without even an afterthought that they might fuck you over. And you deserve this, if you let someone fuck you over again and again and again. You deserve this...
You deserve this for all the sacrifices that you did. You deserve this for putting their happiness in front of yours. You deserve this for imagining a future with them. You deserve this for giving yourself another chance to feel. You deserve this for letting people in, despite being wounded and healed more than once. If you are stupid enough to let people fuck you over then you deserve to be fucked over.
So don't let anyone fuck you over. If they really care, they'd show... If they don't, then you have your cue... Nobody is fucking allowed to control you anymore or treat you like shit ... This is your bloody life, don't let anyone else make you feel guilty for living it the way you want...

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