A page from my life

When someone matters to you - you end up giving multiple second chances to them. Despite having two pathetic break ups i have still not been able to stop giving multiple second chances to the guy i love. It hurts when all the guys you fall in love with disappoint you in ways that you can't imagine. Every fucking time, this happens There are guys who take you for granted, there are guys who lie to you on your face and there are guys who treat you like shit. What you need to understand is that, you are not supposed to let someone control your happiness no matter how much you love them. When you love someone, you are your own self, you barr your soul in front of them without even an afterthought that they might fuck you over. And you deserve this, if you let someone fuck you over again and again and again. You deserve this... You deserve this for all the sacrifices that you did. You deserve this for putting their happiness in front of yours. You deserve this for imagining a future...

1. Don't ever dedicate a song to your boyfriend/girlfriend or crush... Fuckers ruin that song for u forever😑 2. Don't ever introduce them to your family or close cousins ... You can't tell your mom that you just lost touch with that person.. Mom's will pester you into calling them home 3. Rule 3: don't ever take those f*****s to your favourite spots... Sorry but post breakup those aren't going to be your favourite anymore 4. Rule 4: Don't spend your special days like birthdays, new year and Christmas eves with them... Unless you want to spend all your precious holidays sulking about a dimwit who didn't deserve you Sorry lil one, even Santa can't make u happy if u do that 5. Rule 5: Never ignore your best friends or the close knit group of idiots you have when you start dating.. Because these precious idiots are gonna come and pick u up when the a*****e drops you down.. they're gonna clean your puke.. make you laugh and make yo...

I'm writing this as my friend asked me write something positive. There's already a lot of negativity around. You never know who might connect with you or feel better reading it.. Chinu - Baby here I come with something positive :) Thank you for the motivation :* Start saving You're 25 now but you're not going to stay 25 forever. Don't spend more than what you earn. That additional pair of heels, make up, partying all weekends is not going to help in the long run. So save for the rainy day Build your career You can't spend your whole life dependent on someone. Focus on your career. Make it big, grow more. Having a steady career is very very important. It makes you financially stable. Learn to say no Start saying no to things and people where you think it's necessary.. You're not born on this earth to please everyone or rather you can't please everyone Take good care of your body This is what most of the people ignore at this age. ...

Walk away from a situation that screws up your mood Walk away from negativity Walk away from things that make you sad. Walk away from the job that makes you frustrated.. But most importantly walk away from people... From friends who come to you only when they want something... Those kind of people who treat you like an option... The people who take you for granted... From people who make you feel unwanted.... From people who make you believe in dreams and piss over it... Who break your heart and when you mend your heart and finally fix it... they break it again.. Walk away from people who pretend they care but don't really.. Walk away from people whose actions don't match with their words.. Walking away hurts.. you'll be walking towards something beautiful when you're walking away from these things.. Just let it go... The sooner it dawns upon you the sooner you'll be out of it.. Don't take shit from anyone... Also you don't owe shit ot people.....

expectation ɛkspɛkˈteɪʃ(ə)n/ noun 1 . a strong belief that something will happen or be the case. "reality had not lived up to expectations" disappointment dɪsəˈpɔɪntm(ə)nt/ noun sadness or displeasure caused by the non-fulfilment of one's hopes or expectations. " to her disappointment Expectation - a strong be lie f that something will happen. Be lie f – there is lie right in the middle of this word. But we still hope and believe the people whom we expect from would never disappoint us. Why am I writing about expectations and disappointments, it’s because I just had a discussion about this with a very good friend of mine. To begin with, when you meet a person for the first time, he is just another guy/girl in your life. You never know they are going to be special (maybe a friend or a partner) to you. But gradually you develop a bond. You crack silly jokes with them; you have an un-explainable connec...

On 6 July 2014, Kendriya Vidyalaya had successfully completed 60 years since inception. The ex -students met at the school premises for of re-union. They met their professors, took one last look at their classrooms and decided to have dinner together at their favourite eating joint. The table occupied by the ex-students was full of jokes, merriment, nostalgia, happiness and excitement. It was 10 years after their SSC, everyone at the table were back to 2006 – last year of school. They recalled their school day pranks. Everything under the sun about their school days were discussed; be it the maths teacher who always fell prey to the students pranks, the strict history teacher popularly known amongst the batch of 2006 as Hitler, the journey back home from school, the famous lassiwala near the school who quenched their thirst, the yummy mouthwatering vada pav thela on the way from station to school, sports events, their respective houses, head boys head girls, the first and last on...

Adios, au revoir, sayonaara they all mean the same thing... These are words used to say goodbye in different languages.. Meeting new people and making new friends is not difficult.. The most difficult part is saying goodbye.. I personally being a fan of "happy endings" be it life or movies, hate goodbyes. I also feel people shouldn't come into your life when they are not meant to stay... It's always difficult saying goodbye..  Be it on a happy note or a sad note.. Some goodbyes are special while some break our heart.. At times we don't even get an opportunity to say our goodbyes properly and sometimes we don't exactly say goodbye but we know this is it.. Its goodbye after all... I caught myself wondering which one is the worse..  The good notes good bye.. The sad notes good bye or no chance to say good byes at all.. First question first, why do we hate goodbyes? We hate them cause somewhere deep down we know this might be the last time we are seeing tha...